7.28.2001

funny how people can be so amazing. sometimes when i sit back and look at the situation, i realize that i'm at just way to good for this. but how can you let go of someone that you LOVE so much? i don't think that people understand the word LOVE. ever talking to him was a big mistake i think. it's hard for me to attempt to let go, but i'm trying. i really am. i got yelled at yesterday. accused of giving someone somebody's phone number. that's so pathetic. i wish i never would have picked up the damn telephone. i got this e-mail from a very strange person (). it was weird because this was a person that i had been with emotionally along time ago. it's late and i'm not making sense, so i might as well go.